Name:Kayleigh Country:United States State:California Birthday:10/20/1986 Gender:Female
Interests:LOVE, God, Jesus, Freinds, Family, and Life... this world we live in, and love itself. I also love Photography, and capturing the moment. Photoshop has become my new friend. Cars, racing, living life to the fullest. I love college and I love to learn. Expertise:I don't think anyone else is as experienced as being Me as I am... So I suppose I'm just an expert at being... Me. Occupation:Student Industry:Education
How does the saying go?
It's always darkest before the dawn?
I pray I see light soon.
I do my best to be strong, for Cadence's sake most of all.
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been. '
Psalm 39:7 And now, Lord, what do I wait for? My hope is in You.
Isaiah 40:31
But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; They shall mount up with wings like eagles, They shall run and not be weary, They shall walk and not faint.
I'm so ANGRY at myself. I want to punch out a wall. What was I thinking? I knew I shouldn't have the moment I began. I'm so mad at myself. I hate myself for it.
This is why I lost. This is why I failed.
I'm NOT dwelling. I'm venting.
I can will be better. A promise, to myself, to my child, to God. With God in my life, I will be. He's the only one who can help me now.
I won't do it for you. Or anyone else. I do it for her. And for Him.
I can always do better. I will do better. I swear it. I'll prove it.
Proverbs 31 25 Strength and honor are her clothing; She shall rejoice in time to come. 26 She opens her mouth with wisdom, And on her tongue is the law of kindness. 27 She watches over the ways of her household, And does not eat the bread of idleness. 28 Her children rise up and call her blessed; Her husband also, and he praises her: 29 “ Many daughters have done well, But you excel them all.” 30 Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, But a woman who fears the LORD, she shall be praised. 31 Give her of the fruit of her hands, And let her own works praise her in the gates.
I decided to just start clicking away at different profiles.
Most people haven't updated in YEARS.
Odd.
Sooooooooo, anyone want a puppy?
Proverbs 25:25-28
25As cold water to a weary soul, So is good news from a far country. 26 A righteous man who falters before the wicked Is like a murky spring and a polluted well. 27It is not good to eat much honey; So to seek one’s own glory is not glory. 28 Whoever has no rule over his own spirit Is like a city broken down, without walls.
"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world."
- Tyler Durden in Fight Club
"Because I'm diluted
& perfectly flawed
I shall live by passion
& not by law
And I'm insecure...
I need aggression
To feed the spiders
Of perception
And I'm supposed to be strong
& have all the answers
A cannibal
In the new church of cancer
But I'm nothing special
I'm not unique
I have many secrets
& I eat the weak."
- My Confession by OTEP
"Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away.
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her,
& now I wish I'd stayed.
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again..."
- Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold
"Say you love me
Every waking moment,
Turn my head
With talk of summertime...
Say you need me
With you,
Now and always...
Promise me that all
You say is true
That's all I ask of you."
- All I Ask Of You in Phantom of the Opera
“How to commit the perfect murder was an old game in heaven. I always chose the icicle: the weapon melts away.”
- Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
"And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee. Power hath descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command. We shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be."
- Boondock Saints Prayer
"It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends."
- Albus Dumbledore
"The real lover is a man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or staring into space."
- Marilyn Monroe
"I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick;
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close,
not even a little bit,
not even at all."
- Kat Stratford in 10 Things I Hate About You
"Never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting."
- Peter Pan
"There once was a little girl
Who never knew love
Until a boy broke her
HEART."
- Megan Fox
"Love all, trust a few.
Do wrong to none."
- William Shakespeare
"Dream as if you'll live forever.
Live as if you'll die today."
- James Dean
"I just thought that I'd let you know
That although I'm far
I'm close to you within
And all the time spent by your side
Is taken deep in me
Held for me to keep
To look upon when I'm feeling like
Everything and one
Is hurting me for something or other
It takes me to a better place
Nowhere I'd rather go
I thought I'd let you know
Who you are, what you do
Makes me burn to be in you (be in you)
Who you are, what you do
I'm burning to be in you."
- Let You Know by Hoobastank
"Don't attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention because you're lonely. Loneliness is the human condition. No one is ever going to fill that space. The best you can do is know yourself... know what you want."
- Ingrid in White Oleander
"Nobody loves me,
Nobody cares,
Nobody picks me peaches and pears.
Nobody offers me candy and Cokes,
Nobody listens and laughs at my jokes.
Nobody helps me when I get in a fight,
Nobody does all my homework at night.
Nobody misses me,
Nobody cries,
Nobody thinks I’m a wonderful guy.
So if you ask me who’s my best friend, in a whiz,
I’ll stand up and tell you that NOBODY is.
But yesterday night I got quite a scare,
I woke up and Nobody just wasn’t there.
I called out and reached out for Nobody’s hand,
In the darkness where Nobody usually stands.
Then I poked through the house, in each cranny and nook,
But I found Somebody each place that I looked.
I searched till I’m tired, and now with the dawn,
There’s no doubt about it –
Nobody’s gone!"
- Nobody by Shel Silverstein
"I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right,
you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself,
and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
- Marilyn Monroe
"Opportunity does not knock,
then knock again, and then
leave a note saying
"Sorry I missed you."
